Wednesday I was so dead at school. Up late talking and trying to work through all this crap. I was so angry. This was some one I knew. They were important, they made a difference in my life. They are not supposed to die. They are the people you invite to your weddding and to see your first kid. No, it was taken from me by some jerk with a crazy idea. How dare they. I wanted to go and settle it now but I knew that was insanity. Thursday was just as bad except I did not have as many classes so I was not as bad. Friday was a mild relief since I had no responsibility to go to school at all. I did all my work on friday and pretty much bottled(i think i dont know my mind) all the crap going on. Bottling your mind is a dangerous thing, its sucky, you have this can of crap all sealed up and its going to get knocked over and explode. Friday night I learned that I had the ability to go in to NYC on Saturday and volunteer. I jumped at the opportunity and got all the stuff I would need ready and went to sleep.

Tuesday started with school and learning of the crashes. First it was made to sound like an accident then the 2nd plane came and crashed in to tower 2 and they knew and I knew for sure it was terrorists. My whole school was “evacuated” at 11am and I went home glued to the media in a depressed trance. I watched a plane crash in to a building time and time again. So many times I didn’t even flinch at the sight of it. Later that day when all the EBHS kids got home I was talking and listening. I learned that someone i knew was killed. It hit home. It was not allowed to hit home but it did. Todd Beamer, he was 32 had 2 childen and one on the way, he died on flight 93 that crashed outside Pittsburg. He was a hero, he has always been a hero. At the moment now evidence shows that he was part of a team that made a rush on the cockpit to prevent these terrorists from attacking the target they wanted if it was the whitehouse or capitol hill I don’t know. I went to a prayer service at church that night it was painful to hear all the news again about Todd, they happened to pick these old hymns which I will probobly not like any more that just were really upsetting. I cried. I hate crying its something. I dont know what about it but I hate it. I was burned out for the day and I went home and slept.

This is the first in a series of postings so I can remember this week in full detail. It was a most unusual and terrible week.

I have a headache. I hate headaches………….

Microsoft owns chemistry. They have thier own element. It symbol is Tc. Technet(ium). Sorry its lame. But i found it funny

I live for fridays, i love fridays. No classes, sleep late, do hw, and chill. Its such an easy day. Won’t be for long though once I start working fridays. It will be the day of pain version 2. I got high on permanent marker while trying to memorize names and symbols of elements…

I am sooo tired. I thought i was going to die in my Chem class. Its not that the teacher is boring at all its just I am soo worn out from the past day. I want to go home and sleep. I have had no food practically. I had a little lunch today and a tiny breakfast. If food is not ingested soon I will die. Well I will die no matter what, I have CAD class in 20 minutes. That class sucks. Sucks alot. I hate it. I think proffessors need to pass basic english before they should be allowed to teach students. Oh well time to post.

Well, its been a day. Crazy stuff. You all know unless you live in a cave. My classes were all canceled from 11pm on. In fact the police removed everyone from campus at that time. It was a total mess on the road it took me over 30 min to get to rt. 1. Maybe now the US will take a little more aggressive approach on terrorists in the middle east. They can say sorry to the UN later. Its time to kick some bootay. Its quite obvious other governments are funding terrorists. Why should we stand by and let them take pot shots at us. I’m going to stop now on my rant but seriously its time to take care of some america’s enemies.

Ok, i have already complained about this professor once now. Its time for another. His accent it bad but it is further complicated by his inability to communicate.I ask him a simple question. Why is my drawing showing up in the template. I did just follow his directions to the letter. He told me I did it wrong. Its my fault now because I don’t know what he really means. ANSI-A is not ANSI-AV but im sure in his mind its one and the same. ARG. He is teaching autocad but he barely knows how to use it beyond the basics. The moment any real problem shows up he has to go get someone or he gets busy helping someone else. On top of all that we are useing an old version of autocad. I dont care though. I dont think I will be needing to know CAD to well. Oh well as long as i get a B or higher I’ll be happy. Class time…. soon..meth… errr chem lab..

Step 1: Figure out that you have account with them.
Step 2: Have not a freaking clue how to access your account online but figure out how.
Step 3: Repeatedly try to brute force guess your account code
Step 4: Be annoyed when your account is locked down and you have to call them.

Thus is the story of my day and money.Sucks when that happens. I have a day of pain tommarrow at school(9 am to 9pm of classes). I will be sleeping soon.